Meu Coracao

BITCH: DONT READ THIS UNLESS YOUR CURTIS!

2005-10-26T18:52:02Z

I love when you hold my hand, and tell me im everything you want. I love when you give me cute little kisses and tell me im beautiful. i love everythign you say to me, and when you know im sad and try to make me laugh. i love everything about you and im really sorry.
I've told you before that you deserve someone better, but i want you to myself. i dont really know where im going with this entry pretty much i just want you to know i do love you alot. and i dont want you to think that you love me more than i love you, because its not true and it hurts when you say that. also im writing this because you said you check this sometimes and i wanted to surprise you next time you come see it you'll be like oh i hope something is writen but you know there wont be and , then a new post will be here and you'll be all like opp wow! but maybe not.

anyways im really happy were together and i might just tell you to read my journal because i want you to be happy and stuff with me! love you ill see you tommorow in school and maybe we can kiss....
c ya
call you after work/

my_surprise @ 2005-09-05T12:01:00

2005-09-05T14:54:15Z

Curt should be back either today or tommorow, im so excited!

i love you.

David Blaine

2005-08-29T17:52:22Z

Okay so yesterday i was intreaged and amazed. I have heard of David Blaine but yesterday i was wathing his show and i dont know what to swear on anymore. He brought a dead creature back to life, a bird was dead in a park and he brought it back to life in front of this man he didnt know what to think. Does this make him greater than god? is there even a god? What does "God" do for us?? i ask this question sometimes, and i always come up with the same answer, nothing really.
It made me so puzzled to see the things i saw last night, it was almost too ridiculous to handle, the stuff he does is what people say "imposible" so wtf? What a gifted man, he amazes me. and i love it.

So this is my first entry in a long ass time, but im deciding im going to start gtting into the livejournal ways again, writing when im bored and when i actualy have stuff to say, like that David Blain stuff. He is probably my new faveorite thing. Hm that make sme sound mean, i really mean to say that im addicted and intrested in what he does, but enough of that.

So Curtis went away to Montreal, my boy is gone. Im no sure exactly when he gets back but he better bring me a jimmy eat world shirt or something, because hes such a lucky bitch that he gets to go see them and greenday. i love you sweetheart. thats whats been up lately.
I also recived back a phone call from Perks and i finally got a job, I start my training tommorow, should be fun. I cant wait to start gainging money again.
anyways thats it for now.

tata my

lovers

...

back to bedlam

2005-08-06T17:44:58Z

holy shit in portugal ive been listening to this song and i want the cd and now i want it even badder, i went to hmv but they said that it only comes out on tuesday im excited but i have no cash what should i do?? haha shit i need a job anyways this is my very first post since i went to portugal. and its about JAmes blunt's back to bedlam cd, gosh i want it.
but im out because i have a very exciting day with the one i love, were eatinong tacos yum cant wait, and going swimming. yay!! then later on were goingt o dans and enjoying the bonfire.

alrighty

xau xau love love <3

Curtis.

2005-08-06T02:58:35Z

Hey Stephanie! It's Curtis. I guess you were still logged into your livejournal or whatever when you left, cause I wwas going to look up your livejournal, but I noticed a picture of you in the corner, and I was like "what he fuck?" So then I was like "ohhhhhh shit", then I realized you were still logged on at my house, so I decided to write you this fucking awesome surprise entry!

Man I had such a good time today/tonight! Hanging out with you is so sweet, I never really knew quite how much I missed you, until I got you back. One of my favourite things about the night though, was how if I ever got bored or whatever at the movie, that all I had to do was look at you...You are so beautiful, it's amazing. I would never have thought in my whole life that I ever would have had a shot at somebody as gorgeous as you, so thank you. I really think you are something special. Fuck, you drive me crazy, just with everything you do. I loved it how you weren't just holding my hand at the theatre, you were like, luvin it. I loved it how you would run your fingers up my arm, Oooh it tickled me so badly. I really liked all the little kisses you were giving me too, before the movie started. Everything you do is just perfect, you're such a peach! And plus I relaly liked making out in the car, in the parking lot. You looked so damn fucking fine, girl.

Girl gimmy dat, uh, girl gimmy day deyah, g'yea, gimmy dat, uh, girl gimmy dat deyah, g'yea.

Goodnight Stephanie, I love you.

my_surprise @ 2005-06-22T17:26:00

2005-06-22T20:28:22Z

1motha Fuckin DAY

in my place in my place. i was lost .... oh yea

i was lost i was lost, crossed lines i shouldn't have crossed..

. yeah how long must you wait for it, oh for it.

I'll deeply miss you. but this time im writing to you. at least like once a week and just send like a package of letters to you!!!! i love you

please please please, come back and sing to me, to me, to me.
common and sing it loud, loud, loud

PS:[I think A Rush of Blood To The Head is better than X&Y]

my_surprise @ 2005-06-21T17:33:00

2005-06-21T20:47:33Z

true love is when the person you know you want to be with accepts everything youve done. i love you so much.

Im updating for you curtis.

so this whole week i had to sell food at the multicultural, well just sataurday, friday me and curtis had a beautiful date i already wrote about that though. Saturday he had work but i was meeting him after his work which was at 10. Saturday i was selling food at the multicultural untill 6, then melissa and i went to the mall and we go ourselves a new shirt. anyways i went to Curtis's on Saturday night and we were going to drink but since i was driving i couldnt so we ended up just watching some of that Coldplay concert and Alien, it was chill night. then Sunday was the MMVA's which was pretty dope. actually it was really a spactacular night since it was fathers day me and......OHHH SHIT i remmeber what we did. OKAY
first we picked curtis up around like 11 something in the morning, "we" meaning my mom and my brother and i, and we went to the multicultural and just hung out there fr liek 2 hours or so. but then we wer elike this is gay lets go to a movie. so we saw Batman Begins!! woot its was actually really good i enjoyed it. i really loved the begining like when he was a little kid and stuff. anyways we watched taht and i got to see Charlie and the Chocolate factory preview YES MOTHER FUCER i cant wait. after that we went back to curtis's house and when we were getting there his parents and others were getting ready to leave to go eat at his gramothers for fathersday so we went there untill like 8, and we came home and watched the MMVA's yay and curtis got a little tipsy and i took advantage of him hahahha. anyways it was by far one of the funnest nights this past liek week we've been making it the best because we have to spend all our time before i go away together and its just been so much fun. ahh. we didnt do anythign yesterday because i had to go to my cousins for her birthday supper and i went over to raquels in the morning to see her get ready for prom

But today, i went over and it was a really nice day. we tanned together. and got something out ive bee trying to tell him for so long,i fucking love you so much. and your going to be my husband no matter what! i love yoouuuuuuuu. we were goig to go swimming but we dicided it was too close to his work time so we just hung out in his room and looked at this old photo album i made him for a christmas present last last christmas. and he told me how special it was to him because i wanted to rip a picture out, and he was like "NOOOOO"

i go away in 2 xdays and as much as im excited im deeply depressed abotu it. i fucking hate leaving curtis.
much love.

my_surprise @ 2005-06-18T09:28:00

2005-06-18T12:41:13Z

Okay so i put the pictures up first because those pictures make me really excited. and when i woke up i had to put them up before i came here, im babysitting. So now im updating and telling all about our lovely date last night,.

Okay well it started off me goign to school but i already wrote about that at school in an earlyer post. so after his exam we wwent to vallue village to see if he could find a nice dress shirt for the special night, well it wasnt really a special night we just wanted to make it one. so we did. anyways we found that shirt hes wearing in the pictures which was pretty neet, he also got this fucking hot black shirt that when he wears it i want to fuck his brains out! haha woops sorry mommy, yeah my mom reads this sometimes. anywayssss afterwards we didnt want to walk all the way to his house from value village because my bookbag was heavy as fuck and its like a 45 minuites wlalk or more, so we called his dad and he came to get us.

When we got to curtis's hmmm we didnt really do much i think all we really did was watch television. oh shit i rmember i cleaned his room! haha it was cute, and he worked out and he danced to Ciara. Holy shit we also did laundry for the first time tongether, ahha it was silly because we didnt know how to do it, but i guess we know now. oh Curtis how i lover spending time with you doing pointless things its probably one of my faveorite activities when im at you house. like just watching BET or Much Music, holy crap speaking of tat i cant wait for tommorow to see the awaards with you!! yaya we lead such an exciting life!

so after that it was like 5 something so he took a shower and i watched. JUST KIDDING. he got ready and i got ready and we showed ourselves to each other, and by that i mean how we were dressed and stuff. And we took our lovely pictures we were all set to go but we had to wait for Curts mom to come home so we could get a drive to the resturaunt so we watched the dave chapelle show for a while and i loved it haha.

at the resturaaunt we ordered a pizza but somehow it only came out as a cheese pizza so the girl which is proabbly the only girl were ever goign to get as a waitress there because shes always there, she told us we could have that pizza for free and she was goign to tell the cook to make us our pizza we had originally picked. which was pretty cool actually it was really cool becusae we got two pizzas!, afterwards we waited like 1 hour and a half to gegt home ebcause curts mome was taljkign to a "friend" about something important. which was sort of a piss off of the night but it was all good once we got back home, we started watching Batma Forever, and i was like lets drink so we got out mah coolers i had brought over, and we drank only one each there was 4 in total but were drinking the other ons some other night., it was pretty fun, and it was even funner what happend next. but i cant tell you... sorry.

afterwards my parents came at like 11 and i drove Curtis to Robs because earlyer rob shane tom and brian came up to borrow a movie, and i they all went to robs so curt when down after i left.

But tonight were eating cotton candy and fucking fucking, and drinking liq!!! woot, curtis doesnt know it yet but we are! im excited! k thats all for now, i wrote alot im prouud.

love.kisses.

my_surprise @ 2005-06-18T08:53:00

2005-06-18T11:53:36Z

we were fancy shmancy and we went to Pizza Delight it was good, we got a free pizza!

This was us trying to get a full body shot by using a mirror it didnt work out as planned but it looks kinda cool!

Does that not look creepy haha it reminds me of the ring i like it!

Theres curt being a sexy bitch!

He pulled away right when i kissed him! haha but it still turned out nice! YAY

He wanted to keep this one because it loooks like hes playing drums:)!

my_surprise @ 2005-06-17T09:12:00

2005-06-17T12:13:14Z

i know i just updated but i just say some good and horrible news. So you know how im going away on the 24th and comming back on the 4th of August, well i looked up what concerts are going to eb happening in Portugal when im there and guess fucking waht!??! Oasis is playing but the horrible news is they play on the fucking 5th of AUgust ugh what horrible luck i have!

OMG how i wish they played in July instead ugh this makes me kinda mad, heres some more unfortunate dates

16 Aug: Foo Fighters, Kaiser Chiefs, The Bravery, Death From Above 1979 (Festival Paredes de Coura, Paredes de Coura)

17 Aug: Queens of the Stone Age, Pixies, The Roots, Hot Hot Heat, The Arcade Fire (Festival Paredes de Coura, Paredes de Coura)

my_surprise @ 2005-06-17T09:01:00

2005-06-17T12:08:28Z

So im sitting here in school but i don't have too, its 9>01 and seeing as i have nothing at all to do but like read a book or something, but who reads in the summer?? haha actually i do so thats pretty sad and a pointless statement, ANYWAYS the reason im in school is because im suposto go to Curts after his exam and if i didnt come to school i would have no other way except for walking all the way to Curtis's which would take for fucking ever! so i decided to get up and come to school.

The waterfight is suposto be today but its sooooo crappy out and cold, and i don't know whats happening anymore. all i know is that me and curtis are getting all dressed up to go out for supper at pizza delight! woot! yeah thats right were getting all dressed up.

Im wearing my black dress well its liek a cocktail dress actually no its not really, but i fucking wish i had a cocktail dress. But its the dress iw ore for semi night and i was thinking when am i ever going to use this again? so i decided to make this supper a dressy supper and get all fixed up and classy and its going to be fucking bomb. SO then i thought shit i dont have any nice shoes. and my mom hates when i say that because i haveso many shoes that i just dont wear anymore and i hate how im like that like last year i bougth so much shit and now i dont wear any of it. ANYWAYS i borrowed Raquels high heels they'll look good. its going to be a nice going away dinner.

For Curtis. Were going to find him a nice dress shirt at vallue village we decided since its going to be a nice dressy dinner might i repeat! haha then were drinking and having a two person parrtay! woot! and thats how my day is going to go. and im super excited.

Wow that only took up like 7 minuites i still have like 1 hour and a half to go. that is if Curtis comes out half hour early from his exam.

my_surprise @ 2005-06-16T17:27:00

2005-06-16T20:24:17Z

best day of the week!! today, i love listening to coldplay and making out:):):) woohoo, im gonna miss you baby. ps thanks for such a great day, i didnt know how much i missed you this week.ill see you for our hot date tommorow!! im gonna get all dolled up, like maybe as pretty as i was on semi!! yay! good luck on your examy.

my_surprise @ 2005-06-15T13:46:00

2005-06-15T16:41:52Z

i just spent 2 hours trying to make a good layout and i suck ahha im tired, dentist now, tata my younglings. i dunno what im talking about but im out, peace.

love.

my_surprise @ 2005-06-13T17:05:00

2005-06-13T20:04:06Z

the weekend

2005-06-13T11:30:37Z

remeber my last post how i said i would tell you later why i was so happy and had a good day? well i was a bit too too lazy and i didnt bother writing in this, so here i am, its 8:10 in the morning and im in school why?? i have noooo clue, seeing as how my exam is only at 1:00 in the afternoon, and its english so really i dont have to study at fucking all. i think i might go for a walk or something, oh i know ill go to raquels after i write this. anyways so that post was on friday. Friday was liek the last day of school before exams. i didnt go to first class but he did, because he had to go to history. and i had pal when he had english so i went to school and just sat around. then i had to give my design teacher my exam which was a model and at first i thought i had to stay the whole class seeing as hes the biggest dick teacher in the world. but i asked if i could leave abnd he said yeah. so me and curtis and kyle and jhon went down to klyes garage and watched some of the dawn of the dead specaial features, oh and dan was there too, and before we got water balloons and they wet jhon so when dan went back up to school we made a plan and the plan was when he got back to kyles we were gonna raid them with water baloons and it worked. it was pretty RADDD, jking. anyways afterwards me and curtis walked to curtis's house. holy shit im trying to rmemeber what we did, but i think we just sat aroudn and hung out, he had to go to work at 5 and my mom was picking us up 4:30 so we went swimming, snd the water was actually really good, it was our first time swimming this year so it was even funner. even though it doesnt seem that fun when im writing it on here but it was fun so shush it. anyways so i went home and curtis went to work, then i went swimming again with stephanie clarke, it was so random because she called me rigth when i got home and i just went again, buit it wasnt event hat good. anyways i surprised curtis later that night, me and amanda went to go get him at work and he wasnt expectiong to see me.:) yay anyways he gave up running to lay in bed with me, and it was the best thing ever, i love you.

on to saturday. Curtis got of work at 5. the plan was to go to lukes and then hang out and then later on go see Mr. and Mrs. Smith, well we did that but i went to Curtis's because luke had to work at Mic Mac, so it turned out to be better than i thought it would be. we were goignt o go swimming again but it turned a bit chilli so we didnt, we just watched tv, and hung puit untill the movie. which i might say was sexy, but i was expecting somethign better. oh well. anyways we got some treats after the movie and started walkign back to curts house. heres where it gets good. i was freaking freazing i had a skirt on and if it wasnt for me borrowing Jaimies sweater i would have died. anyways thats not the getting good part, Curtis was allowed to sleep over, yay. we watched SNL even though it was a repeate curty got tired, so i tucked him in, even though we didnt get to sleep together it was aweomse because i would have never guessed my parents would let him sleep over. anyways the reason he slept over was becdause of the Portuguese picknic which was happening on the very next day SUNDAY

so onto sunday. we went to the Portuguese picnic and on the way there. it's in Oakfeild, Fall river or where ever and thats where Jhon lives, but we've never been to his house but he told us about it and anthoney told us abotu it and were cirtain we like drove past it. which is pretty neat. anyways it was a pretty fun day actually it was awesome, buyt i dont know if it was as good as last year. lets say their both as good ion diffrent ways,. so anyways we did drink, we did tan in the morning but then it got cold and gloomy. but that didnt stop us from swimming. ahha so basicallyu we just layed around in the feild like alllllll day, we ate and drank. and got tons of misquito bites, i have a huge one on my nexk and on the back of my neck and one on my ear those are the ones taht are really fucking me up this morning. anyways the weather was nice in the mornign like from 10-11:30 so me and curtis really just tanned/ sat in nthe sun for that hour and a half, and then it got super duper clowdy and cold, so we putr our clothes back on and snugled. we ghot really tired at one pioint and had sort of a nap,. or really just layed there with out eye shut. later on which was like 5:30 ish i guess we had a water balloon fight and it was still cold out, yes, curts team tottally raped my team but thats only because they had like all the bigger kids i was stuck with like little brothers. haha anyways, me and curtis went swimming and it was fucking freaking by this point and we were int he water, i was probably dieing or frost soemthing. hha we stayed in for like 10 minites maybe and i was to cold so we go out. and warned u[p ion my car, when we got home i took a shower and then we went to curts and watched Once Upon a Time in Mexico, untill we like fell half asleep. i went home at 9:30 and he went up to bed, an that was the end of my weekend.

love.

Mohamad G-Had

2005-06-10T19:59:41Z

okay okay okay, omg,omg,omg im really hyper and excited i just had a really good day but my mumma need the computer so ill tell all you peeps lateeeeerrr

my_surprise @ 2005-06-09T16:13:00

2005-06-09T19:09:25Z

schools over.

one exam monday.

Curtis Saturday and Sunday.

OMG SUNDAY!!! can't wait!

my_surprise @ 2005-06-02T21:47:00

2005-06-03T00:56:55Z

Okay so tommorow i get my eye thingy removed i wasnt even scared untill like right now, im thinking of it and i really hope it doesnt fucking hirt like hell but im pretty sure it will. Fuck.
Anyways tonight/afterschool. like around 6 i saw Curtis and we had a good adventure/ time together untill like 9:10
so i picked him up around like 5:30 and he was at Robs they were playing in robs garage and curtis is amazing at drums:):) i love you and i think you should play them for marsy marsy, everyone say it too. but it would be mean to just kick mike out i understand:) hehe. well anyways afterwards we drove raquel to work, and we went home, and when i say we i mean me my brother and mommy. Curt and Bert were trowing water balloons at some random little kids, and by the way Curt the kids came back my mom told me they came with guns and they were looking for a fight, so you have to kick their asses next time you come over. We ate like a super good supper, i made cesar and my mom made the best steak shes probably ever made i SUPER LOVED it. and we got cotton candy and that whole thing was a big no no, but ill get to that later. afterwards me and my lover went to vallue village and he bought 3 shirts that look sexy on him, well i only saw 1 shirt on him but the others are t shirts and they will basically look hot, because hes sexy and shirts look sexy on him:) and i got this really sweet shirt and its probably my faveorite shirt EVER that i have i swear, its pink and grey and it fits me like the best which is rare becuas eyou never find anything at VV that actually fits but i did i was really happy. So here is where the food plays a bad part in this day, We went to the fair at Akerly and we went on this spinny ride which was horrible, well it was funny because we were both about to barf on each other and on top of all that Curtis asked the guy who was opperating the ride to spin us HARDCPORE and thats what basically did the sickening feeling. but anyways we had to like just sit in my car for about 10 minuites before we could start driving but still then we had to have the windows down for any unexpected barfs flying through window. haha overall this was a really good day, fuicing weather was AMAZING like ffucking spactacular like fucking 28 degrees!! FUCK it was aweome and my doors are still opened and were all just chilling here, by aALL i mean like my family +my aunt and uncle, and im just chilling really by myself writing in my livejournal:P and the fucking misquitos are eating me alive, i just killed like 3 on my leg , i hate it. so im done wriitng because im so itchy

.love

bored

2005-06-01T23:10:07Z

Basically when i think of the word Sexy what atomatically pops up in my head is the name Curtis Spriggs. Its like this game we played in English today when Mr. Shehan said one word, and you had to say another word that related to that one word that he said. You get it? it was sort of a confusing sentence.
So anyways im just writing for the fun of it because im babysitting and no ones home and im bored, and i want to write about my boyfriend. and other things but mostly my boyfriend.
Ugh soooooo like 22 days untill i go away im so P-O'ed because i wish Curty could come with, but next year will deffenatly be my faveorite summer in Portugal because Curtis is going. even though its like a year and like 1 month away i still cant wait. But yeah times get really depressing there because i have no one to bone. Jking.! haha but not really. but ugh its hard leaving someone for a month and a few days. expecially when you love them. and have loved them ever since that first day you saw that sexy hot mother fucker in your Bio 11 class. Where you'd stare at him secretly, and really just want top jump on him and start makin on him. ever since he made stupid jokes in class to impress me. and made me love him even more. and he secretly loved me too. im the luckiest girl to have you!!! yay!
So tommorow will defantly be another nice day, i think its not supposto be like 20's liek today was but it's still going to be good. but im only really excited because i want to see curtis afterschool. going to vallue village. and then on Friday yes i cant wait its like the first weekend where i can see my sweetheart even though were going to a show, hes stilll taking me out to subway and were still going to have a good time. and i cant friggin WAITTTT UGHHHHH!!!.
also on friday im going to the hospital in halifax, to get a stye removed from my eyelid, which has been there for over a year now. i just hope it doesnt interfear with the night time because im really looking frward for this show. but mostly im looking forward to spending some time with you. but the doctor said it was only a 5 minuite thing, apparently they are injecting steroids in my eye stye thingy for it to be removed. ahha. maybe it wont hurt too much. =(
ahh well im done updating i will tell all you losers how the show and my time with curtis was after friday!';'=)
jking about the losers part though

.love

school

2005-05-25T12:26:45Z

Im in school right now and im feeling kinda crappy, i have cramps, and im bored. Theres nothing to do out of class when your at school, i had forgotten how horrible off clsses were. hah. Im basically going to write about nothign at all in my journal right now because basically everyting i have to say was already put into a note which took me about half an hour to write to my beloved Curtis. And may i say im super happy for you, and yes im still going on about your job getting. hehe. and i cant stop thinking about what i wrote about trips away for march break i might as well say it because im going to give you the note and your going to most defantly read it before you read this, so you'll already know what im talkign about. Im thinking im going to stop writing in this because i dont have anything to say, seeing as the day has just started. but im just making up time for the bell to ring so i can see you at recess. cutie.
I love ONLY CURTIS!

this week

2005-05-23T16:21:54Z

So...
i changed my layout for the 100th time, for at least 2 and a half hours ive been on the computer expirementing with diffrent layouts and i foudn one that i like, although i can't seem to make the background a little smaller so it can fit all of the screen but i like the layout so i guess its okay.

two days ago i realized i have the best friend anyone could ever possibly have, and he's my boyfriend which makes it much better, than just having a best fiend. does that make much sence??
Anyways we went to go see Starwars we basically spent the whole day together and it was a good day. my faveorite was when we were laying in your bed though and i appeciate you and everythign you do for me, i want to get married and share the rest of my life with you,a nd im not afriad to say it because i know it wont ruin ANYTHING that we have.

Yesterday was sunday i was feeling depressed mostly the whole day because i felt jelous would probably be the word, but you made me feel better about myself, i love you for that. and i enjoy ironing your shirts for youa nd i enjoy just listening to Sum 41, and Blink, and anything pop-punk in your basement, because deep down we are pop-punk haha, and you promised your taking me to see simple plan so ill be waiting. :P
We decided to go watch a movie, and it was our 3rd time goign to a movie in like a row, well we didnt go friday but we went Thursday (to Starwars) Saturday (to Starwars) and we went to go see Crash on sunday,a nd i msut say it was a fucking really good movie. it mad me cry. and think alot when i got home. I realized i was selfish and i think of stupid things to get depressed about and get peoples attention, none of those stupid childish fights or arrguments dont compare to real problems that people go through every fucking day. i feel dumb for watsing your time, for being upset about something as little as you going to a party without me, or having notes you didnt show me. haha, you rpobably dont know what im talkign about but if you do, i made up my mind i dont want to read them.

Overall, i loved the weekend, it was strange because we never really have any problems to talk about, and i love you for being the more mature one and making me talk about shit instead of being a bitch and callign home to come get me.:)

k i gotta go i hope all you guys enjoy my entry allthough i wrote it for one person in particular so some basically no one will know what im fucking talkign about. Just Curtis. haha.

Love.

StawWars

2005-05-20T18:35:51Z

So yes yesterday Curtis Luke and I went to go see STARWARS.
It was an exciting day, and week because it was all building up for that day. We were kinda pissed that we couldnt get tickets for the 12 am show but it was okay because we were still seeing it on the opening day. So we got to the theater at about 5:30 and we were surprised to see that only one person was waiting we thought there would be more, whatever we met this girl and i dont remmeber her name but she was a Star Wars fan. she was crazy, and it was weird. Anyways I was so excited and we were there before this woman with her kids and she figgin got in line first, dumb Bitch. It was a pretty sweet day, and i just loved all the little kids that were dressed up, well one kid in particular was dressed up like Anikan, and he was the cutest kid aliv there, i swear. i wanted to take him home:P heheh anyways it was pretty dope wheen the people from the theater dressed up and started fighting. Overall the movie was incredible, well better than the two other new ones, i liek the old episodes better though.

Then i watched CSI last night and it was really cool, i was expecting it to be like sortta the same directing, but some parts you could tell exactly that it was directed by Quentin Tarantino, it was pretty dope.

So tonight i thought i was just gonna sit at home doing nothing but yes i have plans. they're the same as always probably watch a movie with Curtis, but this week went by so fast and im goign to enjoy tonight so much. im excited now. im super tired though so i dunnow hat will happen. ps: did Marsy Marsy win today or what??

Tuesday guess what it is?? 5 or 6 month, i cant recall what it is. can you remmeber Curtis? its kinda sad i know, but its confusing so shush up.

anyways im done with typing in here for today, im gonna go play some ps2 eat supper and call curt to make plans, hopefully we can do something tonight

Love.

my_surprise @ 2005-05-10T16:27:00

2005-05-10T19:27:13Z

Sooooo, i haven't writen in this for a long time, probably a month,a n i just decided to change the layout and why not write in it? Everything is going great, its getting pretty nice out and i like that, i can't wait for like super warm weather so we can skip and go swimming:), anyways Im gonna start writing in this when i go to Portugal, so that when i dont find Curtis on msn to talk to him i can communicate with him here, by basically tell him whats happinging, and stuff. but i think ill write him too. i dunno if im gonna write in this i can basically just write him stuff in private on email.
anyways im dont have much to say really. Cotton candy icecream is dope.

.love

my_surprise @ 2005-04-11T14:09:00

2005-04-11T17:24:49Z

Okay, time to write about my weekend, basically because im super bored right now. Im suposto be in Pal class but my teacher just took attendance and he was like you can do whatever you want. People started playing badminton, but i have no friends in that class so i just left, hoping id find luke or something but i didnt, so i just came to the library to write in my journal. Yay. So anyways

Friday.
I basically got all dressed up for Curtis cause i always do. But fridays are better because its friday and were like gonna do something other than go to school. Like i know we do go to school, but afterwards. Anyways. I got kinda peed off because i got up super early to straighten my hair and it was raining. But that doesnt really matter. actually none of this really matters i just wanna see how big i can make this entry. So Friday afterschool me , Curt, Rob, Ricky, Mike, and Dan, went to Robs because they had to practice before the show. And afterwards we squshed our selves to fit in the back of Dans van. it was like 5 of us in a 2 person area. The show was pretty sweet, i just love Marsy Marsy, cant wait to get the demo, and i liked Money. They were really sweet,a nd it made it double sweet when Mallory said she would burn me one of their cds.

Saturday.
Hmm... I knida forget Saturday.. I went to Curtis' then we went to Lukes and i had my first,a nd the biggest donair i have ever seen, it made me so sick. Afterwars me and Curt returned home, Then i drove him to Robs when i had to leave.
[Im not gonna say much, but i had a very good time.] eating my b.a.n.a.n.a snack
Oh yeah and Dead Alive is probably the best, goryiest movie that i love.

Sunday.
Sunday was a fun day. I love sundays their relaxing, we watched Dead alive again. and just hung out and played James Bond, but you tottaly kicked my ass, as always. But it was fun, grapeling level is my fave.

Thats about it im out of things to say... Oh Yeah Tommorow i egt my braces off holy shit im so excited, i hope it like doesnt hurt to get them off. Wednesday i get them whitened. I hate how i have to wait one whole day to get them whitened, i hope i dont have squares on my teeth. But oh well im just really happy im getting them off. I cant untill Friday the AmityVille Horror comes out, me and Curtis are going to see it, but we need someone to get us tickets, ill probably just get my mom to get them like after she gets off work.. oh wait the movie theater doesnt open untill like 5 or something. But we so have to try and get into that movie. [Hey Curt i think we should see if its gonna play at the Penhorn Empire just because of the whole deal with the wanting of Jobs and the managers... Just an Idea.
Love ya
Peace

updating for you

2005-04-04T19:26:52Z

Ahem...

Curtis im only doing this because you want me too. and maybe because i havent updated in a long ass time, but mostly its for you.

I will first talk about my weekend, which would fall under the days of april 2nd, 3rd, and 4th. wait a minuite did i see you all three days??? hmmm oh yeah i did. i was thinking about saturday and if we did anything, and then i remebered we did do something, we did a whole lotta something untill we were interuptted and had to go babysit for your sisster.

Friday night was probably my faveorite, only because we .... and we watched the best movie EVER! we have to find a way to see it again, because ... just because its freaking insanly good. although i dont quite get the end with Josh hartnett and how hes all mysterious, but if you would like to explain the ending and what his role was then sure go ahead. afterwards was alright i sortta fell asleep though. but overall i give that night probably a 9/10.

Going on to saturday hmmm.. i forget what time i went over. oh shit nevermind i jsut thougt of it. i went to the mall at like 4:30 and Melissa came too. I got my blazer and i went over it was like around 7 pm... right? anyways. i dont think we watched a movie or anything but i rembered i was silly that night and hyper. and we had a good time.... untill your dad asked us to babysit for your sisster, and we had to do it. it was more of an ask that required us to do it, than really asking. if that makes any sence at all.. but it was okay. i think. i stayed with you there and watched COPS, and 50 cent egos and icons. and that little girl is a cutie. but id so rather be banging than babysitting.... silly billy, i was kidding............... (not)that night =8/10

Sunday!!!!!
sundays are sundays. first i got a vanilla milkshake and went to Marsy Marsy's band practice, and you didnt see me untill you guys were done playing the song you were playing, i enjoyed your ability to play drums, your fucking amazing at anything you do, i mean i dont understand it. im not good at anythign and your perfect at EVERYTHING. but aside from that your cute.*i didnt realy know what to write.. but you are really sexy. anyways after that we went to your house and did what we always do. yeah movie day. but this one was pretty comfy, im starting to like your little couch better than your big one, only because were closer more. and even though we dont have any leg space at all we still find a way to stay comfy. and i almost kicked your butt in 007 i was almost proud of myself, actually! but then i lost, like hardcore but oh well you still love me. and i love you. and that concludes the update for this journal. sunday=8/10
ps: did you read my note? sorry it was on gay paper but thats all i had.
pps: im sorry i left at lunch. but i had to go to marios, on a count that i needed to get cardboard because were working together in design class and were building a locker.
ppps: i love you