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BITCH: DONT READ THIS UNLESS YOUR CURTIS! [Wednesday
10 2605]
[ mood | sooooohungry ]

I love when you hold my hand, and tell me im everything you want. I love when you give me cute little kisses and tell me im beautiful. i love everythign you say to me, and when you know im sad and try to make me laugh. i love everything about you and im really sorry.
I've told you before that you deserve someone better, but i want you to myself. i dont really know where im going with this entry pretty much i just want you to know i do love you alot. and i dont want you to think that you love me more than i love you, because its not true and it hurts when you say that. also im writing this because you said you check this sometimes and i wanted to surprise you next time you come see it you'll be like oh i hope something is writen but you know there wont be and , then a new post will be here and you'll be all like opp wow! but maybe not.

anyways im really happy were together and i might just tell you to read my journal because i want you to be happy and stuff with me! love you ill see you tommorow in school and maybe we can kiss....
c ya
call you after work/

5 Lovers left

[Monday
09 505]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Curt should be back either today or tommorow, im so excited!


i love you.

4 Lovers left

David Blaine [Monday
08 2905]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | vacume cleaning ]

Okay so yesterday i was intreaged and amazed. I have heard of David Blaine but yesterday i was wathing his show and i dont know what to swear on anymore. He brought a dead creature back to life, a bird was dead in a park and he brought it back to life in front of this man he didnt know what to think. Does this make him greater than god? is there even a god? What does "God" do for us?? i ask this question sometimes, and i always come up with the same answer, nothing really.
It made me so puzzled to see the things i saw last night, it was almost too ridiculous to handle, the stuff he does is what people say "imposible" so wtf? What a gifted man, he amazes me. and i love it.



So this is my first entry in a long ass time, but im deciding im going to start gtting into the livejournal ways again, writing when im bored and when i actualy have stuff to say, like that David Blain stuff. He is probably my new faveorite thing. Hm that make sme sound mean, i really mean to say that im addicted and intrested in what he does, but enough of that.

So Curtis went away to Montreal, my boy is gone. Im no sure exactly when he gets back but he better bring me a jimmy eat world shirt or something, because hes such a lucky bitch that he gets to go see them and greenday. i love you sweetheart. thats whats been up lately.
I also recived back a phone call from Perks and i finally got a job, I start my training tommorow, should be fun. I cant wait to start gainging money again.
anyways thats it for now.

tata my

lovers

...

14 Lovers left

back to bedlam [Saturday
08 605]
holy shit in portugal ive been listening to this song and i want the cd and now i want it even badder, i went to hmv but they said that it only comes out on tuesday im excited but i have no cash what should i do?? haha shit i need a job anyways this is my very first post since i went to portugal. and its about JAmes blunt's back to bedlam cd, gosh i want it.
but im out because i have a very exciting day with the one i love, were eatinong tacos yum cant wait, and going swimming. yay!! then later on were goingt o dans and enjoying the bonfire.



alrighty



xau xau love love <3
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Curtis. [Friday
08 505]
[ mood | thankful ]

Hey Stephanie! It's Curtis. I guess you were still logged into your livejournal or whatever when you left, cause I wwas going to look up your livejournal, but I noticed a picture of you in the corner, and I was like "what he fuck?" So then I was like "ohhhhhh shit", then I realized you were still logged on at my house, so I decided to write you this fucking awesome surprise entry!

Man I had such a good time today/tonight! Hanging out with you is so sweet, I never really knew quite how much I missed you, until I got you back. One of my favourite things about the night though, was how if I ever got bored or whatever at the movie, that all I had to do was look at you...You are so beautiful, it's amazing. I would never have thought in my whole life that I ever would have had a shot at somebody as gorgeous as you, so thank you. I really think you are something special. Fuck, you drive me crazy, just with everything you do. I loved it how you weren't just holding my hand at the theatre, you were like, luvin it. I loved it how you would run your fingers up my arm, Oooh it tickled me so badly. I really liked all the little kisses you were giving me too, before the movie started. Everything you do is just perfect, you're such a peach! And plus I relaly liked making out in the car, in the parking lot. You looked so damn fucking fine, girl.

Girl gimmy dat, uh, girl gimmy day deyah, g'yea, gimmy dat, uh, girl gimmy dat deyah, g'yea.

Goodnight Stephanie, I love you.

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[Wednesday
06 2205]
[ mood | In Love ]
[ music | In My Place|Coldplay ]

1motha Fuckin DAY

 

in my place in my place.                         i was lost .... oh yea

i was lost i was lost, crossed lines i shouldn't have crossed..

.                        yeah how long must you wait for it, oh for it.

I'll deeply miss you. but this time im writing to you. at least like once a week and just send like a package of letters to you!!!! i love you

please please please, come back and sing to me, to me, to me.
common and sing it loud, loud, loud

PS:[I think A Rush of Blood To The Head is better than X&Y]

 

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[Tuesday
06 2105]
true love is when the person you know you want to be with accepts everything youve done. i love you so much.


Im updating for you curtis.

so this whole week i had to sell food at the multicultural, well just sataurday, friday me and curtis had a beautiful date i already wrote about that though. Saturday he had work but i was meeting him after his work which was at 10. Saturday i was selling food at the multicultural untill 6, then melissa and i went to the mall and we go ourselves a new shirt. anyways i went to Curtis's on Saturday night and we were going to drink but since i was driving i couldnt so we ended up just watching some of that Coldplay concert and Alien, it was chill night. then Sunday was the MMVA's which was pretty dope. actually it was really a spactacular night since it was fathers day me and......OHHH SHIT i remmeber what we did. OKAY
first we picked curtis up around like 11 something in the morning, "we" meaning my mom and my brother and i, and we went to the multicultural and just hung out there fr liek 2 hours or so. but then we wer elike this is gay lets go to a movie. so we saw Batman Begins!! woot its was actually really good i enjoyed it. i really loved the begining like when he was a little kid and stuff. anyways we watched taht and i got to see Charlie and the Chocolate factory preview YES MOTHER FUCER i cant wait. after that we went back to curtis's house and when we were getting there his parents and others were getting ready to leave to go eat at his gramothers for fathersday so we went there untill like 8, and we came home and watched the MMVA's yay and curtis got a little tipsy and i took advantage of him hahahha. anyways it was by far one of the funnest nights this past liek week we've been making it the best because we have to spend all our time before i go away together and its just been so much fun. ahh. we didnt do anythign yesterday because i had to go to my cousins for her birthday supper and i went over to raquels in the morning to see her get ready for prom

But today, i went over and it was a really nice day. we tanned together. and got something out ive bee trying to tell him for so long,i fucking love you so much. and your going to be my husband no matter what! i love yoouuuuuuuu. we were goig to go swimming but we dicided it was too close to his work time so we just hung out in his room and looked at this old photo album i made him for a christmas present last last christmas. and he told me how special it was to him because i wanted to rip a picture out, and he was like "NOOOOO"

i go away in 2 xdays and as much as im excited im deeply depressed abotu it. i fucking hate leaving curtis.
much love.
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[Saturday
06 1805]
Okay so i put the pictures up first because those pictures make me really excited. and when i woke up i had to put them up before i came here, im babysitting. So now im updating and telling all about our lovely date last night,.

Okay well it started off me goign to school but i already wrote about that at school in an earlyer post. so after his exam we wwent to vallue village to see if he could find a nice dress shirt for the special night, well it wasnt really a special night we just wanted to make it one. so we did. anyways we found that shirt hes wearing in the pictures which was pretty neet, he also got this fucking hot black shirt that when he wears it i want to fuck his brains out! haha woops sorry mommy, yeah my mom reads this sometimes. anywayssss afterwards we didnt want to walk all the way to his house from value village because my bookbag was heavy as fuck and its like a 45 minuites wlalk or more, so we called his dad and he came to get us.

When we got to curtis's hmmm we didnt really do much i think all we really did was watch television. oh shit i rmember i cleaned his room! haha it was cute, and he worked out and he danced to Ciara. Holy shit we also did laundry for the first time tongether, ahha it was silly because we didnt know how to do it, but i guess we know now. oh Curtis how i lover spending time with you doing pointless things its probably one of my faveorite activities when im at you house. like just watching BET or Much Music, holy crap speaking of tat i cant wait for tommorow to see the awaards with you!! yaya we lead such an exciting life!

so after that it was like 5 something so he took a shower and i watched. JUST KIDDING. he got ready and i got ready and we showed ourselves to each other, and by that i mean how we were dressed and stuff. And we took our lovely pictures we were all set to go but we had to wait for Curts mom to come home so we could get a drive to the resturaunt so we watched the dave chapelle show for a while and i loved it haha.

at the resturaaunt we ordered a pizza but somehow it only came out as a cheese pizza so the girl which is proabbly the only girl were ever goign to get as a waitress there because shes always there, she told us we could have that pizza for free and she was goign to tell the cook to make us our pizza we had originally picked. which was pretty cool actually it was really cool becusae we got two pizzas!, afterwards we waited like 1 hour and a half to gegt home ebcause curts mome was taljkign to a "friend" about something important. which was sort of a piss off of the night but it was all good once we got back home, we started watching Batma Forever, and i was like lets drink so we got out mah coolers i had brought over, and we drank only one each there was 4 in total but were drinking the other ons some other night., it was pretty fun, and it was even funner what happend next. but i cant tell you... sorry.

afterwards my parents came at like 11 and i drove Curtis to Robs because earlyer rob shane tom and brian came up to borrow a movie, and i they all went to robs so curt when down after i left.

But tonight were eating cotton candy and fucking fucking, and drinking liq!!! woot, curtis doesnt know it yet but we are! im excited! k thats all for now, i wrote alot im prouud.

love.kisses.
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[Saturday
06 1805]
PICTURESPICKYS FROM OUR DATE )
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[Friday
06 1705]
i know i just updated but i just say some good and horrible news. So you know how im going away on the 24th and comming back on the 4th of August, well i looked up what concerts are going to eb happening in Portugal when im there and guess fucking waht!??! Oasis is playing but the horrible news is they play on the fucking 5th of AUgust ugh what horrible luck i have!

OMG how i wish they played in July instead ugh this makes me kinda mad, heres some more unfortunate dates

16 Aug: Foo Fighters, Kaiser Chiefs, The Bravery, Death From Above 1979 (Festival Paredes de Coura, Paredes de Coura)

17 Aug: Queens of the Stone Age, Pixies, The Roots, Hot Hot Heat, The Arcade Fire (Festival Paredes de Coura, Paredes de Coura)
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[Friday
06 1705]
[ mood | holy shit im tired ]
[ music | FixYou|Coldplay ]

So im sitting here in school but i don't have too, its 9>01 and seeing as i have nothing at all to do but like read a book or something, but who reads in the summer?? haha actually i do so thats pretty sad and a pointless statement, ANYWAYS the reason im in school is because im suposto go to Curts after his exam and if i didnt come to school i would have no other way except for walking all the way to Curtis's which would take for fucking ever! so i decided to get up and come to school.

The waterfight is suposto be today but its sooooo crappy out and cold, and i don't know whats happening anymore. all i know is that me and curtis are getting all dressed up to go out for supper at pizza delight! woot! yeah thats right were getting all dressed up.

Im wearing my black dress well its liek a cocktail dress actually no its not really, but i fucking wish i had a cocktail dress. But its the dress iw ore for semi night and i was thinking when am i ever going to use this again? so i decided to make this supper a dressy supper and get all fixed up and classy and its going to be fucking bomb. SO then i thought shit i dont have any nice shoes. and my mom hates when i say that because i haveso many shoes that i just dont wear anymore and i hate how im like that like last year i bougth so much shit and now i dont wear any of it. ANYWAYS i borrowed Raquels high heels they'll look good. its going to be a nice going away dinner.

For Curtis. Were going to find him a nice dress shirt at vallue village we decided since its going to be a nice dressy dinner might i repeat! haha then were drinking and having a two person parrtay! woot! and thats how my day is going to go. and im super excited.

Wow that only took up like 7 minuites i still have like 1 hour and a half to go. that is if Curtis comes out half hour early from his exam.

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[Thursday
06 1605]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | what if|coldplay ]

best day of the week!! today, i love listening to coldplay and making out:):):) woohoo, im gonna miss you baby. ps thanks for such a great day, i didnt know how much i missed you this week.ill see you for our hot date tommorow!! im gonna get all dolled up, like maybe as pretty as i was on semi!! yay! good luck on your examy.

2 Lovers left

[Wednesday
06 1505]
i just spent 2 hours trying to make a good layout and i suck ahha im tired, dentist now, tata my younglings. i dunno what im talking about but im out, peace.

love.
1 Lovers left

[Monday
06 1305]
sunDAY.pics )
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the weekend [Monday
06 1305]
remeber my last post how i said i would tell you later why i was so happy and had a good day? well i was a bit too too lazy and i didnt bother writing in this, so here i am, its 8:10 in the morning and im in school why?? i have noooo clue, seeing as how my exam is only at 1:00 in the afternoon, and its english so really i dont have to study at fucking all. i think i might go for a walk or something, oh i know ill go to raquels after i write this. anyways so that post was on friday. Friday was liek the last day of school before exams. i didnt go to first class but he did, because he had to go to history. and i had pal when he had english so i went to school and just sat around. then i had to give my design teacher my exam which was a model and at first i thought i had to stay the whole class seeing as hes the biggest dick teacher in the world. but i asked if i could leave abnd he said yeah. so me and curtis and kyle and jhon went down to klyes garage and watched some of the dawn of the dead specaial features, oh and dan was there too, and before we got water balloons and they wet jhon so when dan went back up to school we made a plan and the plan was when he got back to kyles we were gonna raid them with water baloons and it worked. it was pretty RADDD, jking. anyways afterwards me and curtis walked to curtis's house. holy shit im trying to rmemeber what we did, but i think we just sat aroudn and hung out, he had to go to work at 5 and my mom was picking us up 4:30 so we went swimming, snd the water was actually really good, it was our first time swimming this year so it was even funner. even though it doesnt seem that fun when im writing it on here but it was fun so shush it. anyways so i went home and curtis went to work, then i went swimming again with stephanie clarke, it was so random because she called me rigth when i got home and i just went again, buit it wasnt event hat good. anyways i surprised curtis later that night, me and amanda went to go get him at work and he wasnt expectiong to see me.:) yay anyways he gave up running to lay in bed with me, and it was the best thing ever, i love you.

on to saturday. Curtis got of work at 5. the plan was to go to lukes and then hang out and then later on go see Mr. and Mrs. Smith, well we did that but i went to Curtis's because luke had to work at Mic Mac, so it turned out to be better than i thought it would be. we were goignt o go swimming again but it turned a bit chilli so we didnt, we just watched tv, and hung puit untill the movie. which i might say was sexy, but i was expecting somethign better. oh well. anyways we got some treats after the movie and started walkign back to curts house. heres where it gets good. i was freaking freazing i had a skirt on and if it wasnt for me borrowing Jaimies sweater i would have died. anyways thats not the getting good part, Curtis was allowed to sleep over, yay. we watched SNL even though it was a repeate curty got tired, so i tucked him in, even though we didnt get to sleep together it was aweomse because i would have never guessed my parents would let him sleep over. anyways the reason he slept over was becdause of the Portuguese picknic which was happening on the very next day SUNDAY

so onto sunday. we went to the Portuguese picnic and on the way there. it's in Oakfeild, Fall river or where ever and thats where Jhon lives, but we've never been to his house but he told us about it and anthoney told us abotu it and were cirtain we like drove past it. which is pretty neat. anyways it was a pretty fun day actually it was awesome, buyt i dont know if it was as good as last year. lets say their both as good ion diffrent ways,. so anyways we did drink, we did tan in the morning but then it got cold and gloomy. but that didnt stop us from swimming. ahha so basicallyu we just layed around in the feild like alllllll day, we ate and drank. and got tons of misquito bites, i have a huge one on my nexk and on the back of my neck and one on my ear those are the ones taht are really fucking me up this morning. anyways the weather was nice in the mornign like from 10-11:30 so me and curtis really just tanned/ sat in nthe sun for that hour and a half, and then it got super duper clowdy and cold, so we putr our clothes back on and snugled. we ghot really tired at one pioint and had sort of a nap,. or really just layed there with out eye shut. later on which was like 5:30 ish i guess we had a water balloon fight and it was still cold out, yes, curts team tottally raped my team but thats only because they had like all the bigger kids i was stuck with like little brothers. haha anyways, me and curtis went swimming and it was fucking freaking by this point and we were int he water, i was probably dieing or frost soemthing. hha we stayed in for like 10 minites maybe and i was to cold so we go out. and warned u[p ion my car, when we got home i took a shower and then we went to curts and watched Once Upon a Time in Mexico, untill we like fell half asleep. i went home at 9:30 and he went up to bed, an that was the end of my weekend.

love.
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Mohamad G-Had [Friday
06 1005]
okay okay okay, omg,omg,omg im really hyper and excited i just had a really good day but my mumma need the computer so ill tell all you peeps lateeeeerrr
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[Thursday
06 905]
[ music | what if|coldplay ]

schools over.


one exam monday.



Curtis Saturday and Sunday.




OMG SUNDAY!!! can't wait!

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[Thursday
06 205]
Okay so tommorow i get my eye thingy removed i wasnt even scared untill like right now, im thinking of it and i really hope it doesnt fucking hirt like hell but im pretty sure it will. Fuck.
Anyways tonight/afterschool. like around 6 i saw Curtis and we had a good adventure/ time together untill like 9:10
so i picked him up around like 5:30 and he was at Robs they were playing in robs garage and curtis is amazing at drums:):) i love you and i think you should play them for marsy marsy, everyone say it too. but it would be mean to just kick mike out i understand:) hehe. well anyways afterwards we drove raquel to work, and we went home, and when i say we i mean me my brother and mommy. Curt and Bert were trowing water balloons at some random little kids, and by the way Curt the kids came back my mom told me they came with guns and they were looking for a fight, so you have to kick their asses next time you come over. We ate like a super good supper, i made cesar and my mom made the best steak shes probably ever made i SUPER LOVED it. and we got cotton candy and that whole thing was a big no no, but ill get to that later. afterwards me and my lover went to vallue village and he bought 3 shirts that look sexy on him, well i only saw 1 shirt on him but the others are t shirts and they will basically look hot, because hes sexy and shirts look sexy on him:) and i got this really sweet shirt and its probably my faveorite shirt EVER that i have i swear, its pink and grey and it fits me like the best which is rare becuas eyou never find anything at VV that actually fits but i did i was really happy. So here is where the food plays a bad part in this day, We went to the fair at Akerly and we went on this spinny ride which was horrible, well it was funny because we were both about to barf on each other and on top of all that Curtis asked the guy who was opperating the ride to spin us HARDCPORE and thats what basically did the sickening feeling. but anyways we had to like just sit in my car for about 10 minuites before we could start driving but still then we had to have the windows down for any unexpected barfs flying through window. haha overall this was a really good day, fuicing weather was AMAZING like ffucking spactacular like fucking 28 degrees!! FUCK it was aweome and my doors are still opened and were all just chilling here, by aALL i mean like my family +my aunt and uncle, and im just chilling really by myself writing in my livejournal:P and the fucking misquitos are eating me alive, i just killed like 3 on my leg , i hate it. so im done wriitng because im so itchy

.love
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bored [Wednesday
06 105]
Basically when i think of the word Sexy what atomatically pops up in my head is the name Curtis Spriggs. Its like this game we played in English today when Mr. Shehan said one word, and you had to say another word that related to that one word that he said. You get it? it was sort of a confusing sentence.
So anyways im just writing for the fun of it because im babysitting and no ones home and im bored, and i want to write about my boyfriend. and other things but mostly my boyfriend.
Ugh soooooo like 22 days untill i go away im so P-O'ed because i wish Curty could come with, but next year will deffenatly be my faveorite summer in Portugal because Curtis is going. even though its like a year and like 1 month away i still cant wait. But yeah times get really depressing there because i have no one to bone. Jking.! haha but not really. but ugh its hard leaving someone for a month and a few days. expecially when you love them. and have loved them ever since that first day you saw that sexy hot mother fucker in your Bio 11 class. Where you'd stare at him secretly, and really just want top jump on him and start makin on him. ever since he made stupid jokes in class to impress me. and made me love him even more. and he secretly loved me too. im the luckiest girl to have you!!! yay!
So tommorow will defantly be another nice day, i think its not supposto be like 20's liek today was but it's still going to be good. but im only really excited because i want to see curtis afterschool. going to vallue village. and then on Friday yes i cant wait its like the first weekend where i can see my sweetheart even though were going to a show, hes stilll taking me out to subway and were still going to have a good time. and i cant friggin WAITTTT UGHHHHH!!!.
also on friday im going to the hospital in halifax, to get a stye removed from my eyelid, which has been there for over a year now. i just hope it doesnt interfear with the night time because im really looking frward for this show. but mostly im looking forward to spending some time with you. but the doctor said it was only a 5 minuite thing, apparently they are injecting steroids in my eye stye thingy for it to be removed. ahha. maybe it wont hurt too much. =(
ahh well im done updating i will tell all you losers how the show and my time with curtis was after friday!';'=)
jking about the losers part though

.love
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school [Wednesday
05 2505]
[ mood | normal mood. ]

Im in school right now and im feeling kinda crappy, i have cramps, and im bored. Theres nothing to do out of class when your at school, i had forgotten how horrible off clsses were. hah. Im basically going to write about nothign at all in my journal right now because basically everyting i have to say was already put into a note which took me about half an hour to write to my beloved Curtis. And may i say im super happy for you, and yes im still going on about your job getting. hehe. and i cant stop thinking about what i wrote about trips away for march break i might as well say it because im going to give you the note and your going to most defantly read it before you read this, so you'll already know what im talkign about. Im thinking im going to stop writing in this because i dont have anything to say, seeing as the day has just started. but im just making up time for the bell to ring so i can see you at recess. cutie.
I love ONLY CURTIS!

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